Coming to America

Within the first two weeks of my return to America I am experiencing mixed emotions about being back in the fast paced, concrete jungle that gave birth to me, the same city I loathed and grew tired of almost 3 and a half years. It was the lack of opportunity that I experienced before leaving and now it is the same reason I return. In England, away for distraction I heard my own voice. I followed it and ironically it brought me full circle. Some say if you make in New York you can make it anywhere. For me I had to leave to get the in depth perspective on a life I wanted while attempting to acquire the necessary traits I believe I require to be a competitive player in the professional working world.

For many, the initial arrival into Gotham City, makes it difficult to focus on your priorities. There is so much going on you forget what it was you came for. Getting over the many distractions that the city has to offer is essential to beginning the process of integration and reassimilation. As of now I'm ahead of the game. An apartment in the process of being renovated the way I want, a wonderful family backing me with support and love and a dynamic woman who has chosen to follow me back home and be apart of this dream.

Before departing I walked down the English coast out towards the sea knowing that I've made the right decision to come back home. A decision that was long over due and only enhanced by the a missed opportunity to extend my visa. Nonetheless I've come to America. The land of opportunity in a time of economic turmoil and teetering unemployment. Despite the times I see a glimpse of success in the horizon. Past the cracks of the quake and over the hills of dilemma I will overcome anything to acheive my goals.

One half of me is anxious to begin my new life by diving into the deep end while the other is experiencing a stomach filled with butterflies that is being caused by the uncertain path before me. I have a lot to gain and nothing to lose. At the moment I have some chips to bargain with and toss in the pot. My strategy is to play conservative in order to stay under the radar. As the game continues my wagers will vary but I will try my best to remain consistent. In the end I promise to come out on top. Cha-ching!

I will use the small amount of money in my pocket to make something out of nothing. Lets see if the American dream is actually possible. This is my story...